All Alone When the Men Go Home!

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I know, I know, Mae West is tougher than this...
so what happened?

Well once in a whiles,
When the boys get their fill and leave the saloon,
When I'm still in my room and no one around,
This dark cloud hovers over my head
And I feel like I'm the only one in the world
And its scary.
I'm bein alone. I really feel I'm alone!
And I starts to thinkin where will my meal come from when I'm through with the Saloon business.
And I starts to thinkin, aint nobody around when the boys go home
Who would I have? Nobody's helpin me...seems like I'm always helpin others...

I looked at the people's in my life,
I attracted them,
they give me a clue about my own life,
So I could see in them what was goin on in me
inside this tough heart
I saw they all live in isolation, like me
They're thinkin the same thing,,,
"there's nobody helpin me out"
and complainin that there's no help and they feel so alone.

Well enough of this!
BEING ALONE!
(abd going out and chasing after people for help, won't do it)
cause I'm still sending out the vibration..of I'M ALL ALONE!
So I've been walling myself in, by believing I'm alone!
Kind of like I was walled up in my last life in a concentration camp
and that camp wasn't helpin me to concentrate! for sure!

So I've been walling myself off so good,
that my new corset that would normally take four days to arrive,
still hadn't arrived after six weeks,
and my vodaphone internet card,too!
And I haven't had true love with a man in ten years!
OK, THE WALLS COMIN DOWN!

So no wonder help couldn't get to me
Or my corset either..

I wrote down all these old beliefs and made a little offering to Christ
I tore it up, threw it into the air under some trees and said,
"Christ take this burden from me, even though I havent been to church since my grandmother dragged me!"

And I was on my way to sit in the grass with my horse nearby,
when a family of rescued dogs rushed over to me in glee.
The biggest one jumped into my face and nipped me with such glee,
Almost knocked me over!

So I am now christened, Annie Mae, BEING KNOCKED OVER BY LOVE!

footnote: could have another spell of bein alone. if I does, I'm seein myself (with my inner vision) as the hottest flame around...anybody's welcome at my door! Kind of like the Statue of Liberty holdin that torch!

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SETTLING FOR LESS THAN DIAMONDS

See the two drivers in the seats of the van. Annie Mae West did her uncustomary thing of flipping back and forth. It's called 'settling for less'. Sometimes she was the bear, sayin what she really wanted, and sometimes she was the rabbit, shrinkin up and holdin back.

Ya see in August Annie Mae, that's me....bought a campervan, a 1988 Westfalia, and it looked pretty good inside...the part I could see. But dun gonit, the seller sold me a van that needed some major internal surgery and the seller didn't tell me! Now Annie Mae doesn't know too much about surgery, especially since she comes from the land of the Wild West, where we got around on horses and handled a heart attack with a flask of whiskey!

Well Annie Mae started complainin to her cowtown SACAT friends sayin...HE CHEATED ME! HE CHEATED ME! HE CHEATED ME!
Well I asked the wrong group of friends, cause what came back was...
YOU ATTRACTED THAT! WHOM HAVE YOU CHEATED?

OH LORDY..DON'T PEN ME IN LIKE THAT! NOW YOU GOT MY HAIRS RAISED! ME! CHEATED!

Well bein Annie Mae, I did another uncustomary thing and holed up for a couple of days, no make-up, no diamonds, nothing...just my ego and me, bein naked. And I wrote where I had cheated, now I saw that cheated was actually witholding some important information...

So I listed all these things where I'd dun that. And I saw when I witheld information, people didn't know how to help me or how to participate, and there was this suspicion comin from em.

THEN! I saw how I settled for less. I REALLY WANTED AN AUTOMATIC CAMPERVAN and I got a standard shifting kind instead.

THIS WAS AN AMAZING THING TO REALIZE, CAUSE WHERE I'M GOIN I'M ASKING FOR A LOT MORE THAN A CAMPERVAN. I'M ASKIN FOR A PROFITABLE,SELF-SUSTAINING,CRAFTING AND EDUCATIONAL COMMUNITY.

SO I DECLARED A NEW BEEING: BEEING THE QUEEN OF OPPORTUNITY!
I CAN NOW ASK FOR EXACTLY WHAT I TRULY WANT!

And just so you know, the campervan named Prince, I'm in love with him.
NOW COMES THE POSTSCRIPT! WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CAMPERVAN THIS MORNING, ANOTHER PIECE OF THE STORY CAME OUT!

I REALIZED THAT WHAT I REALLY WANTED WAS AN AUTOMATIC CAMPERVAN, RIGHT! AND I SETTLED FOR A STANDARD.

WELL, WHEN I ASKED FOR FUNDING TO PAY FOR THE VAN, I WANTED THE FUNDER TO GIFT ME...BUT IN THE CONVERSATION, THE FUNDEE ASKED, "IS THIS TO BE A LOAN?" AND THAT'S WHEN I SHRIVELLED BACK AND SAID, "YES, THIS IS A LOAN."

I WAS BEING UNDESERVING...
ARE YALL FAMILIAR WITH THAT?
HOW IN THE HECK, DID I,
ANNIE MAE WEST BECOME UNDESERVING?

WELL IT'S ALL OVER NOW...
I'M , IN THIS MOMENT THE ONLY ANNIE MAE I'LL EVER KNOW..
YA HEAR ME!

I'M DESERVING!
I HEAR DESSERT IN THAT WORD!
DESSERT COMING,
FOR THE DESERVING FROG PRINCESS, ANNIE MAE WEST!
WATCH OUT FELLAS!

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